Long nine hour drive today and after I needed a quick relaxer. This was perfect. I may try to do this in the middle of the drive next time. I love this shit.

Meditated inebriated. Another one of those days. Got up late (ongoing 'issue') .... Lesson learned. I must prioritize waking up & STAYING up when the alarm rings - bed is off limits. It is minutes before bedtime now. I am intent on keeping my commitment to daily meditation, so it is done, I have checked the box. =] Although I no longer identify as a "drinker" I poured myself a drinky drank after dinner and then I went to the local bar/restaurant a couple min away (we only have 1 locale that serves food past eight pst). I debated for a long time, then decided that I wanted to spend my time/resources there. well, I Ran into an old friend, wrote the bartender a poem and ate a delicious burger. Going with the flow is.... not. that. bad. I suppose😁

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I dont drive, my brain just doesn’t do multiple tasks so I figured being in charge of a shit ton of metal on wheels probably npt the best thing for my to take on! But I did this meditation and imagined myself driving forwards and so that’s what I’m going to do..

Bitchassness is a new one on me, but I know quite a few times in my life I’ve been a victim and worn that shit like a jacket. It’s weight heavier and heavier till it feels like it’s sewn to the skin. Some days it’s been the only thing I can feel, this overbearing weight like a flu you just can’t seem to shake off. There’s been a lot of stuff in my life I can’t control or fathom and I’ve spent years trying to pick at the bones to see what went wrong, excuse the perps and I guess try to amour up for future attacks. It doesn’t get lighter to wear, this jacket, but I feel like doing this may be helping me see I can choose another outfit. One that fits me. One that I choose to wear.