The last few days I have had a few moments where I was getting dumpy messages in my mind. That I should feel less than. Those are based on decisions outside my control. They have nothing to do with me.
I realize my worth and value are not determined by others' choices and decisions. I’m still human having a human experience. This week, we learned our support roles are being eliminated due to outsourcing. We are told we may be absorbed into other departments.
I know firsthand this isn’t usually how it works. We asked what the timeline looks like. We got answers like I don’t know and we don’t have more information right now. Then talks resume after Thanksgiving and look to happen early next year.
I know that toxic positivity is real. I know it’s okay to be positive if you’re feeling it and admit it when life feels like hot garbage. I know the world in which I work.
There are several takeaways here. I knew what I signed on for. Some people and things were misrepresented. Life, right? I am proud of the things I've been able to accomplish in just over a year.
This means the universe has other plans for me. I thought it would have a lot more negative energy effect. I am somewhat concerned. I’m not feeling freaked out like I would have been a year ago.
Because………..
I am enough. You are enough. We are enough.
Tippin’ my cuppa to yours. 🧘🏻♀️📿🤍🌞🌙✨💜☕️🍂