I had been doing so ewhat better with motivation and feeling down. I had a great vacation where I realized I can do the hard things. I also realized I am missing being cared for at times and getting attention. From a surgery 3 yrs. ago and the loss of my husband shortly after my appetite is decreased. All of this has brought backanorexic thoughts and feelings of failing for never hitting my goalyes. I will be seeing a doctor soon about a possible EGD.

Hi I'm new here I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions for anxiety, I'm already on meds , some days arejust harder than others , thank you .Have a great day

Hi all. I'm not sure which category this really fits in. I've suffered from depression for a long time. I had a really good handle on it for over 20 years. My husband passed away three years ago. All things considering I felt I handled it well, for the first year and half. I came back from a trip and slowly retreated from life. I didn't eat much, slept a lot and if I didn't have cats who needed things may have never left the house. I've been doing better or was. Now a big part of me wants to do some of the old behaviors that got me taken care of and attention from when I really sick. I hate this and don't like me much because of this.