@Adrija Paul It's not writers block. I think it's just life stressing me out in general. I plan on self publishing my book. I have an Instagram where I post things about it. It's im_nivea_k. Also sorry for late reply.

@Adrija Paul Thanks! I hope so too

Calls give me anxiety lol

Running. I like to run because it makes me feel free

Having the ability to speak and understand any language

@Kiara Sloan It'll also give me the ability to pretend I don't understand English when I don't feel like socializing lol

My whole life I was a couch potato on my phone 24/7. My doctor told me to workout because it'll help the health issue I was born with. I worked out constantly but my issue never got better, instead it got worse. I saw no point in working out and then stopped. Didn't help that the doctors never listened to me when I tried to tell them how bad my issue is. Eventually I got medication that put a bandaid on my issue but prevented it from occuring as long as I took it. So my life is normal and went back to being a couch potato on my phone. That was 2 years ago. During that time I tried learning Japanese and failed, ultimately giving up. I tried working out again but stopped. I tried starting a YouTube channel but gave up 3 times. I eventually got a job at a warehouse and because I didn't workout I was out of shape, making my job very difficult for me. I eventually built up enough endurance and got used to it. Not even 3 months in I hated my job and wanted to quit. They were toxic and I hated working for people. It affected me mentally but I pushed through it. At 7 months I did quit because the stress and anxiety started affecting me physically. I was burnt out and didn't want to do anything for the last few months of 2023. Doing basic things felt like a chore. And some things still do. This burn out felt like depression but I wasn't depressed. Now here we are in the present. I didn't want to be out of shape like I was the first day of my job. I want to work for myself and start an online business, a YouTube channel and commit to it. I became interested in writing and I want to write a book. I became interested in books and wanted to read more. But I struggled. My phone was in the way and still is. My average screen time is 10-12 hours, sometimes 14 hours. I binged self improvement videos but they didn't help me, I didn't take action. It didn't feel urgent enough that I should take action even though I wanted to do all these things. I came across Abraham's dopamine detox video and for the first time I felt inspired and motivated to do something about myself. I wrote down my goals and made a daily schedule. I downloaded an app to block YouTube. I don't have social media besides YouTube. I still am addicted to YouTube.