HOOO-EEEEE it's been a rough ride these last few months. I fell off the meditation wagon here in less than 10 days of the 90-day challenge starting. Since then, my divorce was finalized and I'm almost done with that 🍆, I started therapy to start undoing years of bullshit damage, had my first full-blown oh-my-god-im-dying-panic-attack, earned some new 'credentials' from my therapist including PTSD and ADHD among others, and just in the last few days, received a horrific health diagnosis for one of my senior dogs. 😭
Funny how with all the shit I've been through in the last couple of decades, my dog's diagnosis was the thing that completely broke me. I'm struggling hard. But I am also very determined to not turn into a fucking statistic.
So I'm back, bitches! Starting anew. It's a new fucking chapter, and I get to write the story this time.
DAY ONE COMPLETE! Anyone else restarting who wants to jump in and be an accountability buddy? This bitch needs all the help she can get!