Ponzoman: Awake and Arise · Based & Built (Free)

Feb 24 (edited) in General

Ponzoman: Awake and Arise

Hello everyone. I would like to post my tasks here. Let’s support one another. First of all let me introduce myself again. My name is Alfons Kristianto. Actually, I have several nicknames in my society. You may call me Alfons, Kris, Karjo, Ponzo, and Ponzoman. For sure, just call me Alfons. I’m from Jakarta, Indonesia. My biggest strengths are humor, creativity, history and politics, confidence, and communication. However, my biggest weaknesses are porn, masturbation, low self-control: especially anger, procrastination, and laziness.

The reason I want to join our community is because I have been looking for self-build communities which can be open and constructive in the right ways, especially those based on Catholic values. I have been thinking that I have Calls from Him. I think I need to fulfill those. However, I realize I'm still very weak. I hope we can support one another in many aspects, especially faith and building the proportional body.

What I want for immediate help from this community is I want to start to build my body to be stronger. It’s also a way to help me quit porn. I need to have a community and friends who can talk about shaping the body through gym and sport which are in line with Catholic faith and values.

In addition, for the short-term I need advice that might be helpful for me, because currently I’m in love or having a crush with a Catholic (Chaldean Catholic) American young woman. Her name is Bernadette Joseph. She celebrated her birthday last February 16th. I want to make both of us know each other but now I have difficulties contacting her. Moreover, we are on different sides of the world. She doesn’t know me. I don't even know whether she is single or in a relationship. I only follow her through Instagram. But she doesn’t follow me. The funny thing is her mom and I are following each other at the Instagram but currently we don’t chat with one another. Her mom doesn't even reply to my last chat. At first, I hope I can connect with her through her mom “hahahaha”. Now I’m quite doubted to struggle for her (Bernadette Joseph) love. Therefore, through this group I hope I can build myself and probably I may get support from everyone here. In addition, I can support all of you too. So, for everything that I write here and share, I’m open for every comment and advice.

As a man, I have a great vision that I would like to establish and develop. I know that vision is from God. I also realize that great vision needs help from many people, including from all of you here. Here are my life vision starting from the mini vision and the 25-30 years later vision. Enjoy reading. Please pray for each other. I hope one day I can meet you face to face, especially when I’m already in shape and achieve at least several targets in my vision. Thank you all. Jesus Christ blesses us.

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