You missed the entire point of Self Improvement
Listen bro, just because you: Workout Meditate Read Journal Work That doesn’t mean you’ve beat the game of life. Yeah, self-improvement is amazing. But you do realize the entire point of self-improvement is to live a better, more fulfilling life, right? The point is not to make some habits your entire life. The entire fucking reason you got ON self-improvement WAS to live a BETTER life. But now, all you do is stay in your fucking bubble and read books. It’s better than playing video games but you’re not actually living the life you envisioned. Because your life is supposed to be filled with EXPERIENCES. The point of self-improvement was to make those experiences better. Not to take them away. Here’s what I mean: Last year, there was a part-time job near my area for voice acting in an anime. I looked at the listing and thought, “Damn, should I do this?” Think about it, it would be such a cool experience to voice act in an anime. Not only would I be in the anime itself, but I could also potentially network with the people who worked there. That would be another thing I could add to my skill set and show people that “yeah, you see that guy? I voiced him.” But…what did I do? A: Applied for the job, got accepted, and did the voice acting B: Applied but didn’t get accepted C: Applied and got accepted but found out it was for a hentai anime D: Did not apply at all because I’m on self-improvement and “hate” anime You probably know… ...D. I gave up the opportunity because I was “on self-improvement and didn’t want anything to do with anime.” Bro, even if option C had happened that would still be a funny experience. But my retartedass didn’t even try because “I’m better than that.” The point is, DON’T give up a worthy opportunity if it presents itself. You are young and at a point where you can try a LOT of new things without having it be risky. You can make fast decisions because you don’t have much to manage. So take advantage of this!! Don’t give up a FUN, worthwhile experience just because you’re on self-improvement.