I think I’m working on everything all at once which causes me much overwhelm at times I get information overload which gives my anxiety anxiety because my brain thinks I’m an AI when it comes to seeking out information I mean I just need to know stuff but I can’t ever remember it so I don’t and up knowing it 😐🤣 My friend is convinced I have adhd that’s bloody great just put it to the long list with the others I have Anxious-avoidant attachment so as deeply as I want to connect. I really don’t or can’t or won’t. I’m not sure which Sometimes I think it’s because the people I attract are either selfish or unable to communicate on a level I can keep my interest. I’ve also had to learn boundaries from the people I often attract. So although I don’t use the words I’m broken anymore. I’m unlearning so much Like 95% of our decisions are made subconsciously and when that hits home you just want to hit a reset button real quick and if only it was that easy eh. I think ultimately the end goal is on self acceptance thru any means possible And the art of detachment that’s one of my many lessons right now It’s a good job I’ve got a good sense of humour and I laugh at my own jokes about all the things I’m struggling with about myself. atm I’m going thru my isolation phase again I saw something the other day It explained depression as a deep resting time. I prefer that. It would be nice to lose that word depression and replace it with ‘ deep rest ‘ Anyway my point is. Just pick something I guess i’ll need to work on it Hope you all have a lovely weekend 🙌✨
Hi I’m Maxi from the UK 👋😃 This past year I’ve levelled up more on personal development when I’m not reading books I’m listening to podcasts I started my journey on the more spiritual side which soon led me to geek out on a little more science so now I’m just soaking up as much as I can learning so many new things I love joe dispenza I’m really curious about Human behaviour mostly mine , it’s been quite questionable in the past 🤣 I’ve done a little shadow work she says hi too! So now I’m showing interest psychology which brought me here And also thanks to @Jade Calvert for the invite Looking forward to connecting with you all. 🙌 🙌✨🙏💎👏😆🎷🌸🤗