In the past two days, I’ve been very irritable and on edge, especially at home with my kids and my amazing wife. What’s strange is that I don’t feel angry throughout the day, but it shows in my reactions. It’s as if I’m not connected to myself, thinking everything is fine, but my responses come from a place of anger and frustration. I know myself, and of course, I’m an extreme person in my ways, but if there’s one thing I want to shake off, it’s these reactions of anger or even the ones where I "preach" to my partner. I want and aspire to be a person who can stay quiet when needed, but I honestly don’t think I’m there yet. I’m worried about the future if I continue this way. I’m afraid of what it will do to my marriage, which is already in a challenging place with two small kids and the constant stress of work and the chaos in Israel, where every day feels like a week compared to other places with all the craziness happening here. How can I consistently bring myself to a state of awareness where I’m less impulsive? I somewhat "blame" it on the fact that I stopped smoking weed almost two weeks ago, and I’m probably holding in more internal anger that weed used to suppress. I want to be the best father and partner I can be, and that can’t happen when I’m constantly walking around angry and on edge. I know I feel calmer after practicing mindfulness, but it doesn’t last very long. Any advice?