Realized A Lot Of My Bad Habits Come From Avoidance
So, hereโs the thing: Iโve realized Iโm not exactly the most straightforward person. ๐ค I lie, keep secrets, and sometimes use manipulation instead of being upfront. I procrastinate on things I donโt want to do, go on my phone, or numb myself instead of actually feeling my emotions. ๐ฑ๐ถ Iโve ghosted people beforeโhonestly, a lotโand mostly those I donโt know well. ๐ป Itโs not something Iโm proud of. And even online, I use a ton of qualifiers like โmaybeโ instead of just stating my opinion directly. Itโs like Iโm afraid of being too firm or certain. ๐ฌ But hereโs the deal: Iโve started realizing this is a major flaw, and fixing it could seriously improve my life. ๐ The big question now is... where do I even start? ๐คทโโ๏ธ Would love any advice or insights from those whoโve worked through similar struggles. ๐