I'm banned! · Release Your F*cks Society

11d ago (edited) in Journal 📝

I'm banned!

I don't have have a clue why!

Second practice in a row where I feel a strong connection to the guidance. I feel connected to myself and am able to spark my imagination. I’m trying to understand my recurring roots to perhaps grasp how I am built.

I think for many years I was in denial about myself, disconnected from my emotions. Like a robot that can contain a lot, but occasionally malfunctions, explodes, and rebuilds itself.

Today, wanting to be a good example for my children, it’s important for me to be connected to myself and face the challenges I’ve created in my world. The last two practices are beginning to feel like a mental breakthrough. I feel strong and calm, writing this text fluidly, without much thought—it just flows out.

And this comes after a night of alarms at two in the morning with explosions as if the whole neighborhood was shaking.

I hope everyone here has a wonderful day.

Wishing a pleasant weekend.

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