How big is big? · No Regret Living

How big is big?

“The bigger you let yourself be, the bigger others will allow themselves to be...”

I finished my 5 week acting 🎭 intensive training with the biggest theatre company in Vancouver and I’m exhausted.

But wait, there’s more.

So I knew industry people would be in the audience for the showcase. However, I tried not to focus on the outcome. It wasn’t hard to do because the 5 weeks was harder!

Although I knew what was on the table, I tried to focus on what was happening with my work.

Still the most stressful conditions. They worked us from 10am to 10pm that day/night. But the show went on!

Of course I know I could have done things differently. But I gave a good show. I know it was enough. Friends came. Partner came. Talent agents came. Artistic directors too.

So I sent my first agent request email. I have never done that before.

I also created my first ever IMDb page. Laura Burns XXVI (apparently there’s over 26 Laura Burns)

I get to do my first ever ADR for the alien 👽 role I created.

I’ve been asked to be a model for two different make up artists. They’re going to age me! 🤣

So ring a ding ding!

I’m grateful that I also get to share here and feel connected to a group of people who also navigate self actualization also.

To be better is to be happy being myself. This is confidence.

I have an identity. And I keep growing into my identity with every honest step that I try. Because it doesn’t always work out. But if I say to myself that the world wants me to succeed, then I can believe in their faith one moment at a time.

Blessings to all who try because they shall be the love 💕 that heals. PLUS, we need Wendy!

Thank you!

P.S. Jason Collier is a genius

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