I just wanted to say this. If you don't know it already (and you probably do, because you're reading this) Alex, creator of Meta Mind Music is awesome. His work has changed my life. I'm incredibly grateful for his guidance and to be fortunate enough to call him my friend.
He always aims to encourage sincere, humble, and curious discussion, and embody truth and deep wisdom. He wants you to succeed. Listen to what he has to say. He wants to connect with you to help you, and if you think you can help him, do it. Reach out. Don't be a stranger. Let's all help each other. There's plenty of success for everyone to go around. Human beings are amazing.
By the way, creating music is good for you. If you're not doing it already, make room for it in your life. Why? Because it's supposed to be there and it might presently be missing, which would be tragic. It's a health priority. Treat it with the significance it deserves. These are some of the best decisions I've made in a world I have found all too challenging too many times.
Kind regards, be well.