from the knock out pain course

After the call, I bathed the baby and as soon as her dad got home, I handed her to him and said I need a break and walked away. Did a few things I needed to have done and now I'm pumping in peace, thinking about my journal prompt feeling relieved.

Get ready!!

I tried having a conversation with my husband tonight and he huffed and puffed and put his phone down and threw a fit. Telling me I was his grandma and to finish my question. There never is a good time to have a conversation and every conversation ends in a fight. I have no idea how to be in this relationship anymore. Minutes later he’s on the phone laughing and bullshitting with a friend. I don’t know how to resolve this if we can’t have a conversation about anything.

Hey everyone. I never took a moment to introduce myself. If I’m being honest I didn’t know what to say and was uncomfortable with the thought of doing so. But here goes. I’m Linsey. I’m from Louisiana. Born and Raised. I am mom. I have a 6 month old and an almost 11 year old. My husband and I have been together for almost 4 years. We have 5 dogs (well I think it’s five) and 3 cats. A whole zoo. Recently I’ve been painting in the evenings. I find it gives my mind something else to focus on since I can’t seem to sit down and read a book anymore. At least at the moment. I’m on this journey with all of you and can’t wait to see where it leads me.