one of the worst experience In life is to be surrounded by colleagues where they keep on clapping for your victory but you feel like shit inside and still smiling to the outside world Even more ridiculous BS 🤬 is when you're lead is ready to migrate to another company for his own good but freaking recommending you to stay in the company even after I rejected the offer for 2 times saying I feel like shit inside, I can not go longer I said I need rest for minimum 6 months they counter with the same shit universal diagloue of Boomers I am saying for your own good, don't quit the moment I joined the job I knew I am too good for this freaking company and envisioned one day I will be leaving the company to purse something beyond In my experience of working hard till burnout in AWS cloud real time project for my company , I realized now biggest assest is NOT DATA OR INFORMATION but creating a place and path where DATA AND INFORMATION FLOWS NATURALLY as Human are lazy oops path of least resistance creatures, they go with the flow. ................. my job is to critique and automate the current infrastructure laid out plan one day I critiqued major security issue, what he said still rings in my mind It shouldn't be the thing we should be leaving alone but what else we do if our allocated budget isn't meant to cover the security aspects but only functional aspects my lead always used to say as long as no issues arises in frontend and backend NO ONE CARES when it feels like flowing in the platform from frontend to backend that means infrastructure is in soo good condition NO ONE CARES WHAT HAPPENS I realized Safety Security Self-love is in danger when one precieve the GOLD from one side of reality .............. let me leave you with my path of love for my pastame (past me) world If I were to end up in the same situation before joining my company will I choose the same things? FREAKING YES the moment I reflected on this game changed for me because the very game presented me two options to play

I can’t reiterate this enough: how someone treats me isn’t personal. It’s just what they do. They did it before me, they’ll do it after me. It’s true whether it’s kindness or callousness. I know this is true because I discovered the same truth in myself.

What if you’ve poured your heart into chasing power, prestige, and possessions, believing they’d finally make you feel safe, only to find they fall short every time? What if you’ve lost count of how many times you’ve felt like giving up? And what if there’s another way—a way that’s kinder, more aligned with who you really are? Would you be willing to explore that possibility, to believe there might be an easier way?

Quote of the day...💚 "If you look to others for fulfillment, you will never be fulfilled. If your happiness depends on money, you will never be happy with yourself. Be content with what you have; rejoice in the way things are. When you realize there is nothing lacking, the world belongs to you." Lao Tzu

Hello everyone, My name is Matt, I'm from Dallas, Texas originally. I’m currently in West Florida. I’m excited to be part of this community and learn new things. The content on here jumped out at me for some reason. I plan on diving deeper into it this week. Hopefully, at some point I can also impart useful knowledge I've learned as well. Thanks and look forward to meeting everyone.