I was SA as a child and I believe my battles with anxiety started from there . As I got older and became a mom I had very bad post partum depression and anxiety where I always felt like I myself had to watch my baby or something was gonna happen to her . Trajic stories I heard about or read about online would live on in my head and I’d be in fear for my baby. Then when I had my twins things got worse . I experience a traumatic birth along with many scares because one of my twins would start desaturating and would turn colors in the NICU because she was preemie she would forget to breathe . I suffered my first dpdr and full on panic attack in 2021 . It left me feeling uncomfortable in my body as well as in fear of dying everyday. Chest pains, palpitations, aches, headaches, chills , intrusive thoughts, and throbbing feelings in my eyes were something’s I felt . I would go to the ER up to 6 x in 1 week because it felt like I was dying. All rest were normal but so would cry in fear that they missed something! Again, fearing I would be like one of those stories I had read about where they missed something at the hospital. It’s so exhausting to loose trust in your body . I bought this tea and it helped me so much but I did have to cleanse before feeling relief. I also changed my diet . The thing I felt helped the most was listening to the original mini course that they gave us with our order back then . Brain reframing and knowing what caused anxiety . I was recovering fine until my mother in law died in my arms from a heart attack. I was giving cpr and that shook me to my core . Everything has started up again including severe gut and stomach pains which I keep fearing is gonna end my life . Idk what to do

is the old mini course still available.