I thought it would be beneficial if i shared my notes, thank you for @Mathew Impey for the inspo. I am re-watching every single one and will share my refined notes. When you feel like you’re going through something like relapsing and stress, that’s just life you aren’t going through anything When choosing your wife, you want to choose the rare out of the rare ‘I feel max-funded from god with this contentment I have’ - Rely on Allah Allah created us to sin, do you just sin or do you come back to him when you sin? When you know why you shouldn’t be on social media then you won’t even feel like you have to resist it, you won’t find it challenging to quit. And with praying you’ll start praying when you know why you have to pray What Younis is teaching us is saving us thousands, you have to go to the top dogs to learn what he’s teaching Opening the microwave a few seconds earlier is entering a trade early. Crossing the road when the lights still red but there’s no car in sight is entering a trade early. Funneling your thought through a process, for example you see a sweet one, and then you funnel it through your love process where you’re looking for a woman that has X, Y and Z. If you then discover she’s not an A+ set up, then keep it moving she’s not your wife Funnel your thought through the process, If you don’t, you’re just going to act on that thought and end up being with the woman that you found attractive, when you could be finding your wife Allah would of given you your wife, but you didn’t wait so he’s going to delay it In a few months you will be out the darkness, you will be happy, proud of yourself, feel successful, no matter where you are funded or not you will feel successful, you’ll be glowing Your life will never as perfect as you want it to be until you’re a good Muslim, you won’t be truly happy and content, you’re just deluded by the devil which wants you to think that when you get funded you become happy, and that lasts for a moment and then you want more funded

Part of faith is to witness everything is coming from God. What's blocking the bridge over to the faith you seek is repenting and asking for forgiveness for your sins, conscious and unconscious. When your seek forgiveness from God on a consistent basis, your seeking forgiveness for the sins you have already committed, and the ones you have not yet committed. God loves the one who is deserving of it more. If you want to repent let no moment of your life be devoid of reflection (Never go a day without reflection). The most beneficial occasion for you is to sit before god and reproach yourself, if you did good actions today, thank God, if you did bad actions, repent. Do not reflect in your actions when in a humorous mood, this type of thing needs to be approached with a serious and focused mind. You start to live a very conscious life when you know every action is accountable. To remove the darkness from the sins committed is to repent to God, this is a powerful way to purify your heart. Nothing belongs to you, it belongs to God. What state do you want to be in when you return to God? If you repent to God, the traces of sins will disappear. Don’t think your going to do any action that God wont hold you accountable for. Your heart becomes black from acts of disobedience, consequently it is not purified except from repentance from God. The deliberate act of doing nothing is an act of doing something.

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Is it just me that I am starting to recognize my own voice. I continuously write Franz is ____, Franz is noticing this thoughts, and then earlier when I go out and socialize, I have some thoughts that it's not my pattern. Like it's not me that I'm writing when at home. I don't know yet but there's this suggestions of ideas popping here and there in my mind that's not sound like Franz that I am journaling.

Greet all your mighty fathers!