It has been over 7 weeks since I turned into watching 1st man because most of the youtubers like Hamza and Denmo were watching him. He has like only around 164k subs and doesn't edit his videos or use good cameras.
But, I was actually pulled to him by his mindset ( I have a good attention span so I watched one of this video's called 12 lessons and 4 books although it had no attractive features like edits and so on) . That video was actually help ful for me. So, after that I watched his recent video of boy to a man journey. It was helpful to me aswell, it had already changed my mindset to a semi-man.
Let's discuss about the results now.
I really kept women to a higher level than me . I thought of getting a High quality women and then working on the stuffs that I had interest upon. I was fucking fearful to approach them and also too shy. I wasn't able to even ask people out to some new programs (75 hard, and other shit together because it would be fun to push eachother)
After 7 weeks of watching him regularly, I have a better facial structure ( I tried his face workouts). I improved my social skills, I don't struggle with public speaking). I respect women but not as much as I used to previously because I no more keep them above me. I really thought girls in my friend group were high quality, it was just their beauty at their prime. I just thought they were better than me because they were respected more than I was. They were beautiful and also, I was being brainwashed to thinking women were better than us men due to all of the social structures. I also realised that too get respect, I need to earn it myself. First, I started to respect my self. I kept me, my family and my words above all the other stuffs.
I left my friends group who were smoking, gaming, drinking and started to find some one with the same mindset as I have. I stepped away from the trap of becoming a nice guy. I have already realised that girls are now more soft and respecting to me.
I opened my YouTube, instagram, tiktok and uploaded contents, I have gotten decent success now. After school, I have thought to Start my business ideas. I know about the male advantage and the great male filter now and have set up my road map of life after I end my school in 4 months.
I have found out many workouts and I have been checking them out by conducting certain experiments. I am trying to find the best workout routine for me especially as a teen because you grow a lot ( I don't want to decrease my height or muscle so I do home workouts and calisthenics). My fitness journey started in October 2023. It has been a year and I have abs, good shoulders and calfs.
My diet is decent. I avoid Packaged shit. ( no cereals, bread, biscuit and other junks) My body has been now good. I sometimes fall in trouble because there would be no food that is edible to me. But, my will power keeps pushing me. I have not been into like 18-19 hours no food. If that would happen, I would eat any thing I get.
Talking about nofap or porn. I have success in it now. I have started no fap since 2023 July. I had maximjm 2-3 days of streak. Slowly, I learnt about it and stopped keeping streaks. I tried to reduce it. And now I have been into a point where I have fapped only 3 times in last 5 months. (Streak of 4 months)