23 · LTC Ashram

Jan 24 in Feed

As I was traveling across the globe, airports, crowds, so called security ;-) triggers, triggers, triggers, seemingly from all directions, right, left, above, below ( Ego forbids not from within ) all so very real, nonstop. Inner pain, suffering, suffocating with the fear of having entered an inferno of insanity. Yet something kept me practicing, reading, re reading Lesson 23. By he end of very long day + 9hours time zones, the ride came to a screeching halt, luminosity suffused out of the daily lesson words and I was left at the very silent center of it all, fully responsible and empowered ?

Like Mark emphasized, this lesson is like putting the brakes on the crazy ride, driven by a maniac.

It was time for a stop on the side of the very painful bumpy road, to take a big inhale, lock the ego in the trunk for a while ( out of Compassion, Wisdom, Love and perhaps even Devotion :) ) ) but mostly trading seats for another scenery, to be discovered….

On a final positive note, now I do not have to wake up at 6 am to join daily circles ;)))

Love All Love

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