Stressful, because as soon as you let the 'universe is all in you' mindset take over & start to question everything, it's also super hard to maintain sanity when trying to balance the distribution of value in everyday life. What would you value if everything meant nothing? Does what you value mean anything to anyone else if everyone else is you? Judgement & Shame are wasted emotions, but seem, at the same time, to be adjudicators of what makes us human & not robots. I wonder if it's possible to 100% rid yourself [as a human] of these affinities. Also, now that I say robots why tf does the idea of robots seem so tangible & concrete, yet human/alien life so grey-area? Freaky-deaky.