I crashed hard yesterday. Haven't been getting the best sleep. I laid down on my bed fully dressed, jeans, sweater,thick puffy vest & passed out @ 7pm Family tried to wake me up for dinner & I was just out cold. Woke up at 1:45 like wtf... was up for a bit then dosed back off till my alarm at 5. Felt bad I didn't/wasn't there for my kids. Thankfully I have an amazing partner that picked up the ball 🙌 I love him so much 💖 Mixed emotions today... feeling greatful for many things but also feel like I'm backed up against a wall 😫 This right here is my battle. Mind over matter Thank you all for being here, it makes the hard days a bit easier. Wishing you all success, happiness & love today XoxoX