Thanks @Trinley Goldenberg My name is Rushabh - I'm 43 and live in Hong Kong. I'm a single co-parent of two amazing kids. I was in the TPOT rabbit hole and came across your thread which offered compassion in the face of my struggles with 'productivity' and that's what brought me here. At the moment, I am (I believe) "unmasking" myself - possibly Autistic, but definitely having lived through overconfidence and performing. I don't have a vision (yet) of who I am meant to be and my purpose....I'd like to be in acceptance of that but I find myself constantly impatient to be more productive. I've also survived some pretty rough years - and so I'm sharing a picture of the home I've made for my kids and I - it's reflective of my persistence, incompetence, performance.