Am gonna keep it short. (But it's long because it's my whole life summarized). Next week Monday, I will go to the brothels place, at hang out there for a bit( it's not very legal+ you need to know people to get the escorts, do it's not like a go and get something). I will hang out at the bars and have some chat with people, get normal with the environment and how people get to get the escorts. Till Friday I will have enough experience and low anxiety. Reason: I first went with my friends and my brother, I got with an escort (my friends brother helped with the searching) so I didn't know how he did it. So now my bro and my brothers friend are not here + am not very social. Which led to me getting social anxiety + low number of friends, and I don't know where to get them (but currently am excited to be social am adopting a persona like Hank Moody character). So when I got with the escort I was so anxious that I couldn't get my dick hard (social anxiety leading to performance anxiety), so I took the easy way out by telling her I was sick, she was kind, but not other ones(my bro told me one of the escorts told him to hurry up) there is a possibility they may be a bit harsh (and being harsh will someone is having performance anxiety is the worst way to go). So getting social calibrated will help Alot it with these kind of problems. Why hurry up to get sex? Am a 21 year old virgin male. (Not a very good look) Why I wasn't social calibrated? I didn't like the culture, I tried ways of making money so I could leave the country, they didn't work (still working on finances though am not giving up), so excluding myself made me awkward and shy etc. Other factors that added more social anxiety. Depression (due to no social activity and poor finance performance+ self hate because of the two failures). Never had sex Never had girlfriend. Good News. I beat depression now it's time to fix the negative effects of it.🔥🔥 I don't necessarily love my culture but I don't hate it too, I accept the situation that am in right now and live with it, things like where I am born are out of my control so why bother about it.🔥🔥

So I argued with this girl who I never met. We had been chatting for a while. Things got intense and she told me to get out of her dms, so I apologized she insulted me first after I told her that was the reason I insulted her too she said "OH I INTENDED TO INSULT YOU" but still I said am sorry when she told me to get out of her dms. I felt like a gut punch so I had to apologize. We good now though but I think I have lost respect for myself, I need you help guys

So guys, if I am an economist and I have status vs an entertainers (artist, actor etc) who also have status, are women more drawn to the entertainers rather than other fields like entrepreneurship even though an entrepreneurship guy might have status?