I feel like I have always believed in God, but cannot say I ever had a relationship with him. Through some recent struggles with PTSD stemming from 10 deployments, Anxiety, depression, all of it, God saved me from the literal demons I was trying to battle on my own. I was not faithful enough to know I needed God in my life. Now I am all in. I once thought that God forgot about me, or maybe that the things I had done were unforgivable and God didn't see me as worth saving. Now I know the truth; The Devil had influence over me. I will walk each day with God first in my life and am excited to follow God with my beautiful wife and 4 wonderful children. From this community, I would just like to learn and hear others perspectives. Right now, I do not know what my 'specialty' is, but I am interested in taking the word of God to semi and non permissive environments. I have been to many, and it is obvious to me now that there is often a lack of God's word.

@Tim Hillis I miss you brother! You were trying to bring me to God decades ago, but I just wouldn't listen at the time. I find it fitting to reunite with you under these circumstances.