I have been told by some that spiders are a sign of protection. So I have always been told to not fear seeing them. Obviously my initial reaction is to kill them, but i've been trying to see them not as a threat but there for protection.

This topic hits home to me on another level. In short I am a Computer Engineer and have been in my field now for over 25+ years. I know I was meant to do this work in my lifetime as it just comes natural to me and I mostly enjoy doing it. However, I also have a very spiritual side, and in several readings with different psychics they have all mentioned I am very intuitive. What strikes me super crazy is that two different people (at different times) have told me that I was meant for something HUGE. They never could tell me what exactly it was, but they said it's gonna be big. Now of course hearing this news it initially creates some level of anxiety because I feel like I have something BIG to live up to. I am not fully sure yet what this revelation means to me exactly, but hoping to find out.

I would say this has been one of the best books that I have given to several people of which all have said that was such an amazing book. We're All Doing Time: A Guide to Getting Free by Bo Lozoff https://www.amazon.com/Were-All-Doing-Time-Getting/dp/0961444401/