Iβve been blessed with learning from and being apart of this Ministry at the RROC online, it has helped me and my family in so many ways. Iβve learned more of the Word of God and the spirit realm than of ever known in my life and also share what I learned with others especially here online. With that being said Iβve hate to admit I havenβt always applied what Iβve learned in my own life at times, in situations I completely compromise my Christian values and imy faith in Jesus, and like Adam I stood by the side and allowed my Eve to bit the apple π and Make decisions that couldβve greatly affected us both in this life and the next π€¦πΎββοΈ . At the age of 45 you would think that I would be Very established and mature with my walk with God and in my faith in him but Iβve come to see that Iβm still very immature. In a lot of areas. I still walk in fear of my past and after last night powerful services with apostle Richard and everyone else that was involved, I see thereβs still a lot of deliverance that still needs to take place in me ,β¦and not belonging to a church here where I live leaves me and my family as easy prey for the enemy π€¦πΎββοΈ I have reached out to some of our leaders here online but I truly understand they can do but so much especially when they donβt really know me . I ask for prayers for Me to find a Home Church so I can get the Guidance, support and Accountability to truly be the Man of God for myself and family. Walking in the fear of your past and the guilt and shame that you carry can cripple you from truly walking in the Destiny that God had planned for you to walk in. Iβm Praying for My wife and children to be saved when they donβt see the Man infront of them show the consistency as needed to believe in a God that Proclaim to love and believe in . My marriage has shown signs of Leviathan and Jezebel And after last night service I know thereβs still evidence of that and deliverance that needs to take place, but Iβm not giving up just reaching out. βπΎπ€¦πΎββοΈβ€οΈβπ₯π₯ππΎ