the system wants you constrained in the rules of the current accepted class. it wants you to hold back and support its continued existence. it is also fine with you being fragile and emotionally reasoned because it keeps you stuck, down, divided from others and distracted. you must check your receptor strength. you must notice how you notice the outside world. you must step outside the box of your current conscious perception and step into the unknown, unspoken, uncertain, untouched. it is speaking with the unspeakable. the I am. It’s undefining yourself and finding the unspoken self the silence = king you cannot know how others perceive you, nor should you try. yes, we should care about people, and value their helpful feedback when they’re in that sphere of influence with us. But for 99% of people, you should not try to even know what they think (aka stop caring what they think). you must tune into your inner experience. you must un-define yourself. your labels and definitions of your current world are what’s holding you back and keeping you in the comfort of your rut. the more you identify with yourself as it exists in the mind of others (which is an infinite variation of parts), the more fragmented you become and the less power you have to deploy in your own journey. You become disconnected from reality, you become a million fragments of a person, each perceiving eye holding real estate in your self-concept. Therefore, we must come to a point of surrender, surrendering the current view and reaching into the space between—the unknown. You are letting go of everything you’ve known up until this point. You’re willing to see things differently. Your whole life, there has been a known story file in your operating system. It’s embedded deep in your subconscious mind. It is your story of who you are. Your self-concept. The challenge is that various propaganda have also entered this file and influenced different pivotal points in the story. Early on, different voices inserted their own stories and concepts within yours. This file has been storing the entire recording of your entire life, but also the stories and ideas of other people’s ideas about your life, and what it thinks of what they think of what you are (I know, confusing).