Illness is part of the paradigm.
I’m currently feeling really exhausted, with that sensation that I'm about to catch a cold. There's a huge drop in my energy levels. Some might say it's an external factor, that I’ve caught some virus, but that's definitely not the case, as I haven't done anything different from my usual routine. This morning, I woke up with the same amount of energy as on any other day. This is just a game of my paradigm. Last year around this time, I also got sick, but back then, I wasn’t aware it was due to my paradigm. Now I’m trying to fight the paradigm with my awareness, and it’s amazing how resilient it is, how much it fights back. I’m experiencing energy fluctuations even as I write this – one moment I feel awful, and the next I feel a surge of energy (I believe that’s part of the struggle between my subconscious and conscious mind). That’s what inspired me to write this because it’s incredible how strong our subconscious is. And now, I’m off to meditate to try and get rid of this. 🧘🏻♂️