It isn't going to show up just because you ask for it
Any person who has reached a goal in any area of their life will tell you that they were successful because they kept showing up
Even on those days you wake up tired because your kid was sick or hormones got in the way of a good night's sleep...
show up and do something toward your goal
Life is life and it won't be the last time something will sidetrack you so you learn to keep moving even if its just an inch