It was 7 years ago.
I was in 9th standard.
Sitting in my class.
Last bench.
A class has ended just now and a new class was going to start.
In this class some goes to other rooms and some stay in the same.
Depending on the subject they have chosen.
I stayed.
(unfortunately)
I was sitting in the last bench but...
I changed my seat.
Because that sit was the best spot to hide yourself from the teacher.
Then a big, broad, white 6 foot tall guy approached me.
Big guy: "This is my place"
Me: "yeah man, just sit anywhere you want."
Big Guy: "No, I want to sit here only. Get lost, you prick!"
I got up and as I was returning to my place.
I pushed him.
Then...boommmmm!
He pushed me back so hard that I fell on the floor hitting our classroom door.
The hit was so hard that the entire floor thought it was a bomb blast.
Because of the force he pushed me with.
He was a strong guy.
I got up to fight.
However I was weak, skinny and definitely not tall and broad as he was.
He grabbed my throat and...
Smash my head against the wall!
Literally like those scenes from the action movies.
Where a character takes someone's head and smash it against the wall.
It happened to me.
"Boom"
"Boom"
"Boom"
Three times continuously without any pause in between.
I went unconscious almost.
Blood started to came out from my mouth.
My friends were watching me getting beaten.
None of them came for help.
No one literally NO ONE!
As I sat on my bench with blood on my mouth and strain in my head.
I felt like a loser.
I felt gay.
Fast forward to now.
The memory is still in my mind and I can remember it very clearly.
Today I learn kickboxing and workout every single day.
Literally everyday.
Even on Sundays.
Why?
You can say as a result of that trauma.
Which is partly correct.
I want to be undefeatable.
So that in future if anything happens to me like this....
Or anything like this happen to my family and loved ones.
I can PROTECT them.
However it's not enough to learn combat.
I realized...
As a man you need the brotherhood.
You see at that time none of my friends came forward to help.
It is totally unacceptable.
Therefore you need a strong brotherhood that is there for you when you're losing.
To pick you up from there.
And keep fighting.
Because life is a ongoing war.
And...
We're living in dark times.
The predators will come for you.
Don't think you live in a modern world.
You won't get attacked.
That's Bullshit.
You need to be prepared all the time.
Your body should be like a warrior.
Your mind should be like a monk.
Your heart should be like those of prophets.
That's why I'm here.
In this community.
Tell me what's your purpose or goal behind joining this community?
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