Sharing · LTC Ashram

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I feel so overwhelmed, lost and not capable sometimes when I read the text. To get to the truth just seems insurmountable in this existence - which isn’t real! I have been doing the course for ten years off & on because I know that it is the truth but it seems so difficult & foreign, also because I feel so alone with everyone and everything around me - like i would have to check out of this life to even gain a grain of reality & truth. I cannot think of one close friend or family who would be able to even discuss these truths! When I discuss Gods real love with my Christian friends i realize they aren’t able to learn anything outside the Bible (brainwashed). I understand it is all Love and I practice love & forgiveness often but not able to feel or do consistently! Recently I have been noticing I have anger and anxiety that lashes out - Ego is on fire!

So, then it gets so heavy I have to stop doing the course for a while but then I’m always drawn back to Gods love and truth! This is the insanity & it’s hard to bear - I am not able to check out so it continues!

I am glad to find this community. Where we can discuss the course and truths! Wouldn’t it be great if we were next door neighbors lol

Do others have similar experiences? Thank you for listening

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