on the verge of creating something

I think I have probably established by now that I have had a few setbacks with this program, and I have gotten some feedback. I am in a funny place in my life right now, and I am sure that this is a good thing. It's like standing over a crack in the earth where I am leaving what I always have known to be reality with my left foot and stuck in a pothole with my right. I hope to get out of the hole soon enough to make it to the other side of the fissure. It is neither good nor bad; it is a challenge to make the leap. I have ignored the most significant aspects of me for many years. I have gifts within my soul, and I don't use them (wisely). I help others in all the wrong ways, which leads to exploitation (mine).

I am here to change the things about myself that inhibit who and how I really am and become more me. I want to use my gifts responsibly, and I have way too many irons in the fire (typical of me). I am pledging to all of you right now (for the sake of accountability) to create a schedule and commit to as many courses within my capacity and no more. I don't yet know what that looks like, but the alternative (giving up) is not an option for me anymore. Thank you for being here and being a part of my journey.

Namaste

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