Hello FTP group! I just wanted to write my first post, and be completely honest and transparent. As we prepare for the first live in week one, I'm allowing my feelings to surface and working through them. I am experiencing a great deal of anxiety and blocks, and feeling behind already. Every time I engage in the group or material, I get steams of excitement and inspiration, then I begin to doubt my decision to join, and my ability to complete the program with all of my other responsibilities. It seems the timing is a little challenging for where I am right now in my process. I am currently working full time in a very demanding nursing job, but am transitioning in 2 weeks to a part time work from home role. This will allow me more time and energy to commit to my Full Time Purpose! While this is so exciting, I'm being challenged with practicing time management skills, self discipline, and addressing those self defeating thoughts that keep resurfacing. This is all new to me, and I still need to learn about making videos and content and all of it! All of my training and experience this far has been on the healing side, and clinical coaching, so now I need to learn the business side! While I'm confident in my gifts, abilities, and knowledge about holistic and natural healing, I could use some support and encouragement with pushing through this stage to make the most of this investment. If anyone can relate, or share experience, strength, and hope, I will be grateful to see your comments! Much love!
Beth