Iāve been hiding a lot. For too long, Iāve been trapped in a cycle of self-destruction. Cocaine became my escape, my crutch, my way to feel anything other than numb. What started as something "harmless" quickly spiraled into a life of late nights, bad choices, and selling pieces of myself just to get by. I lost track of who I wasāif I ever really knew. Iām not proud of where Iāve been, but I canāt stay there anymore. Every day feels like a battle to break free from the grip of addiction, but itās hard to fight when it feels like youāre drowning. I donāt know if Iāll ever fully escape the mess Iāve made, but Iām tired of living in the dark. Maybe this is me reaching out, hoping for something to change. If you're out there struggling too, just know you're not alone. #Addiction #RockBottom #FightingToBreathe #CocaineStruggles #StartingOver