@Lori Edwards I've felt the same so many times. I even recently started to circle the specific fruit I need to grow in and ended up circling them all. 😆🙃😄

I love the goal of Brave Moms and when I first heard about it, I definitely thought this is what I want and what my family needs! But if I'm being really honest, I currently act more out of fear, control and power--yet seemingly in gentle ways as I've tried to avoid domineering parenting if that makes sense. The result though is conflict in myself as I try so hard to be gentle and self controlled without true processes and consequences in place and then I erupt in anger all too often as I try to seize control of the situation. Then, shame and guilt ensue. Looking forward to letting go of many things in me and letting God work more as I aim to surrender myself more