It is now 6:50 in the morning. I prayed 20 minutes ago. I prayed (the same prayer every morning): "God, will you make Your Voice clearer than the noise of my life? Help me to recognize the people and events You use to get my attention. Open my heart and my mind to understand Your Word in all passages in the Bible." Suddenly "BOOM!" God makes it clear to me>mission>His Way>His Truth>His Will> that He wants through me> through the gift> He gave me is everything I need to help children and women. A few days ago, I started following a young woman on Instagram (a Believer who spends time in nature with the Bible in her hand and heart, and in her own ways touches hearts through God's Word) who published the profile @twin_tribe_culture_foundation on her Instagram story. TTCF is a Christian-based foundation formed in 2018 focused on helping street children and orphans through their orphanage and different outreaches. Since there is a lot of them, they need help in any way: clothes, shoes, books, picture books, notebooks, writing and drawing accessories, toys, hygiene products and money as a donation. This morning, God opened my eyes in what way I can help through my work&mission and do His Will. I cannot describe the JOY IN MY HEART. BURNING I feel in my soul. I am so THANKFUL to GOD that I wasn't in a hurry, that I was patient and felt this "beyond everything" meaning, goal and purpose in small details, small steps. Only God knows that I have been waiting(to understand) this for 22 years since I lost my baby and became infertile at the age of 19 due to a serious complication. God is the only reason I made it this far. Finally EVERYTHING makes sense. Now, I fully understand God's plan for me. Now I understand why I lost the two most important people in my life so early - my parents, and how God gave me the strength (which I didn't understand where I was getting it from) to go through the storm I was faceing. I feared it would end suicidel. I struggled, I got addicted to alcohol, pills, cigarettes. I got sick mentally and physically. I wanted to get out of myself alive from sadness and pain.