Lately, I have been feeling so down and all I wanted to do is stop pushing forward, Then I realize that I’m not even doing enough effort to actually achieve my goals and live the life that I want. That there are people who are doing 10x, 100x, and even 1000x of the work that I am doing, And here I am complaining why am I not seeing the results that I need to see. “Do the work, no matter how you feel.” If you read it and think about it, It’s very simple, Stand up, ignore what you’re feeling, And put in the work. But once you do it, You’ll realize that it’s not easy. It will be the hardest thing you’ll ever do in your life. You’ll find out that fighting against your own demons and your mind taking you away from doing what needs to be done is the hardest shit you’ll ever experience in this journey. That is when you need to push forward even harder. Because it means that you’ve reached a certain point where MOST people give up. It is the time where most people will just say, “Nah this is not for me I’ll do something else.” And will be stuck in a continous cycle of starting something new and giving up prematurely. Moral lesson of this yapping session: When you’re feeling down, Tell yourself, “Fuck your feelings bui” Then do whatever your body allows you to do. If you only have 40% and you gave 40% You gave 100% Now stop jerking off and do what you need to do!

I’ve found that skipping breakfast in the mornings makes you more focused. Think about it, your ancestors woke up hungry everyday, and had to hunt for their food. When you eat breakfast the drive to work and sun goes away because your body says “I’ve won” already. Give it a try.

I make music for fun so I produced and released this song entitled ‘Yesterday’ last year. This song was written a decade ago by my old high school band. We used to dream about making music and performing together but responsibilities and the reality of life hit all of us. Everyone moved on except for me, My love and passion for creating music has always been there and it never fades away. The original meaning of this song used to be a guy reminiscing his life with a girl that he used to love. But after a decade, The meaning of the song for me is now different. It’s me and my hopes and dreams of playing in a band with my friends. A dream that I wish I could go back to, but I know it won’t happen again. This song is not about a woman anymore. It is about the friendship built around writing this song, Remembering all the fun we had, And the dreams we never got to reach. Anyway, here’s the song and I hope you enjoy it! https://open.spotify.com/track/6GbRuvbKhPykaeTyO8JNOo?si=iFEnlsBHRDaEFbB70zLvAA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A06GevFEjGEWhLTXiRUev9J

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