This is just some general advice . You seemed to be pretty anxious and nervy about your football. My advice would be too just block out what everyone else is doing and just have fun yourself. Enjoying the game and being consistent with it will fetch you much better results and improvement and once youve gotten too a certain level you can assess your options and keep improving. If you find the process fun youll want to train more and youll naturally be way more focused , creative and observant. Dont overthink and worry to much. Im guessing your still pretty young you have plenty of time(which doesnt mean u should stop improving) , i know that this may be hard because the internet is saturated with so much info and people are trying to sell you soo many'essential' things which may really overwhelm you. Have fun and build confidence and think independently. Work instead of thinking and worrying about something that may not even be a big issue. Dont overthink!

Damn , thats deep

Are you from Spain?

@Astor M.h. Heck yeah man , i completely agree. I used to be a great player but because of my horrible recovery and bad habits i consistently started to perform at a bad level and now ive finally started too make a lasting comeback hopefully. Ive struggled with injuries and weird kinks , pains and knocks for a really long time . I also used to get pretty zoned out and mess up quite a bit during training sessions and couldnt execute tasks fast or with quality because i had a horendous sleeping schedule mostly because of my mini addiction to staying up at night with some kind of device. Now i have a better sleeping schedule but i still have a large room for improvement. As for the injuries an kinds throughout my back hips and lower body my phyio told me several times it was because i was not a bulky guy with a good amount of muscle but rather a lean guy with less muscle mass. He told me that i needed to do strenthegning to immobilise my joints to take off the extra loads that my bones and joints were taking that should have been taken up by muscle. I have flat feet , which causes a lot of weird kinks and pains that prevent me from playing comfortably and well .For this i have been doing some exercises like towel shrugs too create in arch in my foot which could help alleviate most of the symptoms. One extra tip that i could give is activation of your muscles with a band atleast once in 3 days and atleast before 1 in 2 training sessions. This changes soo many things . You could use a loop band to do this, it helps with activating your muscles so that some of the kinks are sorted out , your muscles are warmed up to avoid injury and too feel good and you feel way more comfortable with the ball. Also add stretching, icing(limit this too max 2 times a week) to your recovery sessions. I really recommend you do conditioning at the gym or just calishtenics , there are plenty of videos on yt for stuff like this .In my opinion you should focus on explosive movemnts and also build strentgh for speed, power , agility and to prevent injuries. Go with a freind or something try to make it fun and dont go too overboard unless you have other goals as well.

Sheesh thats really cool