Could you help me

I want to discuss what I am going through. I have been trying over and over again to succeed, excel, and achieve income by working on the Internet. I have subscribed to several platforms and many websites, and I have created many websites, but I have not been able to launch them. I have subscribed to newsletters. I have been receiving emails and newsletters for more than two years, and I have been trying over and over again. Success, excellence, and achieving income until I became completely stuck in the shadow of those mailings that I receive via e-mail and newsletters. My problem, in short, is that I do not have any means of payment, and I do not have a credit card or visa, and I do not have the experience to complete this process and add a plan to my accounts on modern social media. Request Please solve my problem