This one goes out to the virgins who are jealous of the people having sex.
So sex is one of those things that gets a ridiculous amount of hype online. Everyone on YouTube wants sex, everyone here wants sex, everyone who watches Hamza is thirsty for sex and it's honestly insane.
And I was incredibly sex obsessed. I would imagine every single day how good it would feel to have sex with a woman. It was stuck in my head day in day out.
And now.......I had it.
Don't get me wrong, it was better in a spiritual wholesome healthy way.
But porn was more pleasurable.
Think about how fucking crazy that is, that I was fantasizing about this thing for years thinking "Aw man you know jacking off feels great but I really want the real thing" because I thought it would be more pleasurable. But it's not.
I can talk about spirituality and how it's fantastic but you wanna know what sex feels like just on a physical level? Like jacking off. It feels like jacking of but you can't go as fast and you can't get the perfect grip.
You know exactly what feels best for you. You perfectly position your hand and make the exact movements to get the most pleasure because you know your body more than anybody else. So I'm telling you right now if you're currently watching porn and you think that getting a girlfriend and having sex with her will make you quit because that's more pleasurable, trust me it's not. Porn is even more hyper stimulating than you can even comprehend.
Think of it like this, sex is like a bowl of beef stew. Porn is like of a McDonald's Quarter Pounder meal with fries and an ice cream. If you tried them both right now, you would still like the McDonald's meal more than the beef stew even if it's more unhealthy. Because you have not cleansed your palette. You've gotten yourself used to eating this shit food that is specifically designed to fry your dopamine receptors and not you can't enjoy real healthy food as much. Imagine you told a kid who only ate McDonald's "Oh, wait till you get to try real cultured food, it tastes even better!" I'm guaranteeing that the McDonald's kid would be disappointed when he ate your cultured food. Because he's obsessed with eating shit.
This is why Hamza had a porn addiction while still living with his girlfriend. Honestly when I first heard that I thought "You dumb motherfucker, just go have sex with your girlfriend that's literally better." But now I understand. Because in his mind and in your mind porn is more pleasurable than sex. You see all the perfect positions and the exaggerated moans (by the way none of them are real. If a girl really wanted to she could stay quiet throughout an entire session even if she was enjoying the crap out of it). You have the perfect grip on your hand and the perfect visualizations in your mind. Sex can't compare. But that's just one of the many other reasons why there is no benefit to watching porn. It's the equivalent of shit nutrition in food.
I'll leave it on a positive note because most of my posts are negative. When you detox away from shit food what happens? You start to like the actually healthy food way more. The same thing is with porn. You start to crave real intimacy. You just want as much sexual pleasure as possible? Don't even bother having sex. Go watch porn. It feels "better". Sex is for the people that actually want to have a healthy mind.