Receiving what I manifest

I went to Justin Timberlake on Sunday and on the way there I said I am Available for luxury and VIP treatment this summer to my partner.

We get there and we had private box seats and floor bar access like… JT was two feet away from us 🤣

It was amazing. But I was so tight during the experience. Even when I would sing and dance I still felt this sense of like Disharmony. I brushed it off and then Monday journaled/ processed and here’s what came up seemingly out of no where.

Big belonging energy like “I don’t belong here” in the VIP space like someone was going to find me out and judge me or kick me out.
I got the experience but that made me different than the thousands of other people in the room- there was this energy of cool I get to be here but I’m sorry that “they” don’t so I don’t want to celebrate too hard

Ultimately I see this as a receiving level up bc damn. And it made me curious about the new story- I deserve to be here, I created this.

Wondering if anyone has had this experience and what you do with it? What story do you choose instead?

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