I have been unraveling my shame (from childhood) around desiring anything for myself. As a single woman with no children, the big burning why of supporting my family doesn’t hold up. And yes, of course I want to help people but I’ve been helping people without making money and without sharing my message from my whole life.
So getting comfortable with my why being some thing that might appear selfish to the rest of the world……I want to have a thriving business so that I can help people, but I want to help people so that I can make money doing some thing I enjoy.
I want to make money so that I can have a nice place to call home and live in community and afford the food and self-care that I desire.
But somehow that why doesn’t feel big enough to actually motivate me because I have lived without those things for so long and been just “fine.”