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Crashing

Sometimes it feels like the entire world has halted, but you continue to spin uncontrollable. This is what the last 4 months as done to me. In a matter of seconds my spinning self seemed like a light had come to calm the winds. Yet I continued to spin. It had been 2 years, in June, since I hurt my foot at work. 2 years of fighting for them to let me go back to work. Then the light came surgery was set. Then the spinning started. First they stopped my pay. Then my Surgery was halted because of clearance issues. I had to have tested, blood and a stress test on my heart. I could feel my life being torn but 100 mile an hour winds. it ripped at me, pulling me in 20 different directions...until.

Now. I have an abnormality. My heart did not pass. More tests and possible hospital stay. After hurting myself at work and them firing me. I had to move my family into my parents house. I got word last week my parents are selling their home. I have 28 days to move. The splinters last. The wind can calm but the storm remains.

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