His energy is strong surrounding my being. It becomes strong and I move through its being. It is inhuman what I feel for my being. The sun on my face, I can't stop looking at him, feeling how it charges my being, my eyes, they are charged with his being. Staring at the powerful light and he was there. In the distance, very far away, you could see the glow of him waiting for the arrival of those to heaven. I had my doubts about whether a heaven existed, but it is closer than I think. Watching the warmth of him, breathing and loving that moment like never before. I felt the essence of my being lifted by his hands and my life to be. His essence was beautiful and full of being.
The energies do not lie when they send or say something about my being. I'm sorry, it's not what I want, but it comes to me and I run because it's not what I want. I need my space, I don't deserve all these beings. It is not deserving or not deserving, it is beautiful and at the same time draining. Out of nature, something terrestrial. Taking care of my energy is my duty and therefore it must bless me. LOVEELLA