Hey Friends, I all chose you individually to help me refine my skillset and give feedback to the 1.5hours of first course content I laid out. Your feedback has been genuinely valuable beyond words and your time means everything to me. I never quite went public with this yet because of the following internal battle:
I am taking a major step back from going so wide and reflecting that how precious time is and that I’ve been obsessed with be of service to the world since I was 19. I haven’t been ‘selfish’ in my desires for as long as I can remember and justified everything to an ultimate end of servitude to the world and being somebody who simply leaves people and places better than I found them. I have practiced overflowing my cup solely to overflow to others, but never overflow myself for the sake of itself. GRIEF - as I believe it - is love with nowhere to go. And I’ve grown up in a world with substantial grief growing among other young cancer survivors. I’ve feared ‘wasting’ any shred of love, knowing life is brief and the ‘unexpressed’ seems to be what haunts people in the aftermath of tragedy/loss/heartbreak/etc.
So I’ve loved so hard, perhaps to a fault.
I’ve been lucky enough to be of overflow and study fear and my cowardice for 4years now. Everytime I break my perceived limit, my sense of life and possibility is wildly enriched! I wish to share that. But my next major fear is solo travel. Leading up to - and after winter, i think i shall drop myself in NZ and allow myself to turn off and simply
Be present in a new world and start from scratch. Even if temporarily. It freaks me out but excited the heck out of me too. Follow the enthusiasm. This one is for me.
Thanks for following along and being a significant friend alongside my growth, mission, and desire to leave a mark on the world. Love you guys