Intro!! · Abracadabra Astrology Skool

Intro!!

Hello!!! I’m SusieUnicornTheGreat! (Sometimes my work uses zoom for calls and that shows up as my name 🤣🤣🤣😵‍💫) or “Sue” for short.

I’m an Aquarius sun, Leo moon, Gemini rising, Capricorn Venus, and some spooky Scorpio placements.

I once did a love spell and a year later gave birth to my beautiful baby girl. The same exact date a year later!! I thought the spell was bringing her dad into my life…. But it brought me her 🥰

Her dad’s been absent for over 3 months. Clearly the love spell was NOT bringing him to me forever, just long enough to bring me my greatest joy in this life!!

I had to put down my dog when I was 8 months pregnant. This was huge. I ended up having to do it completely alone. A neighbor helped me get him into my car cause I couldn’t. I don’t think I’ve recovered from that grief and I feel a lot of sadness that I never grieved that event properly. It’s more than losing my best friend, my Covid buddy, my rock in this life.. I had made a pact with both my dogs that I would stay alive until they both passed. I had to put down my other dog the day before the Covid shutdown in MA because I knew that the vets wouldn’t be open for “a week” and I couldn’t torture him that much longer (good thing cause it ended up being MONTHS). This was the end of an era.

I had gotten a puppy a few months before his passing, so there wasn’t much thought of keeping up my end of the deal anymore. Plus I was excited, and terrified, to meet my baby girl. I was sad that he never met her. He wanted a human sibling so bad.

This week I sent a letter cancelling my wedding venue. Another end. Another moment to grieve.

I’m feeling very sad and alone right now. Missing the way things were, the dreams I had for my family’s future. I’m exhausted being a single mom. I’m broke paying for everything myself. I’m sad.

I’m looking for inspiration on how to live without feeling so rushed all of the time. I want to enjoy each and every moment and not think that I should be doing 10,000 other things or that I don’t have enough time to get anything done. I want to enjoy life. I want to be present.

Thanks for reading. I’m looking forward to learning more about each and every person in this community!! I hope I can contribute to lifting each other up in positive ways 🥰💃🏻

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