Grief · Abracadabra Astrology Skool

Grief

I asked my light seers tarot deck how can I move passed this grief? I spent the entire weekend crying, which is actually great. I’ve been so frozen and stuck in a state of fear and anxiety that I could not cry. This weekend the tears flowed. And flowed. And flowed.. I went to a dog pack walk at a park next to the place I had booked for my wedding. I found this place when going to these pack walks. It’s so beautiful, especially this time of year. I was so excited to take photos at this park before our wedding!! This is the first time I’ve been there since the breakup and it hit me hard. Also one of the other women who had been coming with her dog for like 15 years had a new dog. Her senior dog passed away not too long ago, and that dog was such great friends with my bff Taz, the one I put down when I was 8 months pregnant. The lack of Katie set me off too. Life keeps moving on tho…

So I got there early and asked tarot “how can I move through this grief?” I got the 9 of cups as a jumper, the 6 of swords, and the 5 of cups.

There is so much joy waiting for me when I make it through this grief!!! I need to let others help me along the way, be open to help, seek out help. And I need to keep an open heart. I can’t blame myself or others and I need to keep moving through it, not closing myself off and hiding from the world.

A beautiful reading for myself this afternoon in a beautiful place. I have beautiful memories to hold onto and I will continue to make beautiful memories. Katie and Taz are no longer with us, but Cara and Onyx are here teaching us new lessons, teaching us new ways to love, taking us on new beautiful adventures 💖

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I will Keep singing and dancing and moving through my grief. I will keep crying. I will not resent places of beauty that mean so much to me. I will share these places with new connections and build

Upon my memories 🥳💖

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